I just wanna give up

Deeona.

I have been TTC for a minute now An I took a test I posted on here a few days ago an it was definitely postive I was 3 days late for my period an then my period came now I just wanna give up everything an just forget about it but I cant because I really want my own baby 😩😪 my heart is hurting but I don’t wanna show it because you boyfriend is so happy n think we’re gonna have one soon but honestly I don’t 😞😕