I feel so numb right now. My old friendships are falling apart, I can't think straight or know how to feel, I feel completely detached from myself, I'm doing stuff I don't even know is something I would do, I feel like I wanna move out and constantly want space from my family who I'm also feeling distant from, I have no motivation to be healthy, to study or to sleep at a sensible time. Everything just feels so much and I feel like I can't cope.