MY FIRST TIME?!!?

So me and my boyfriend were chilling at his house and his mom left to run errands. We were talking about doing it for a while now and he asked “Doo you want to fuck?” so I said yes. We go into the guest room and make out a little bit. It seemed rushed because we didn’t know what time his mom would come back. He puts on the condom and he wanted to do doggy style!

He puts the tip in and it hurt so i was like you know what, let me go on top. I sit on top and literally it doesn’t even go in. It seemed as if i was just sitting, but then, oh boy. He had the audacity to “help” me put it in. It hurt so I had to hop off, and i said I think I popped my cherry. I look down and blood was gushing out, it looked like i was peeing blood. Blood got on his white pants, the sheet, oh my god.

So i panicked and sat on my leg and blood got on my leg and I started crying and he put his clothes on ran got paper towels and I called my best friend, also his neighbor, to get the hell over there and bring me some new underwear and a pad. So she did, like 30 minuets later tho. But we cleaned up and I was bummed out and a bit embarrassed so I apologized and he said “Don’t be sorry, you know I still love you right?” Oh my I’m literally in love with him. He also kept reminding me it’s natural stuff to comfort me.

HELP: We’re planning on doing it again. Any tips? Will it hurt again since my hymen popped the last time?