What am I doing wrong? I am SO afraid. 😰

My boyfriend and I of 7 months have been extremely happy, and though we sometimes have our issues like every couple, we have only ever fought once.

In a little over a week we have jobs that will bring us across the country from each other. We love each other very much and I know that everything will be fine in that aspect. I’m not worried about him not calling me or cheating on me etc... as these are our last few days together I want everything to be absolutely perfect so that we leave each other’s loving arms in good spirits.

However, things are not going perfect( I know nothing ever does) And I am so stressed about this that whenever anything goes wrong I escalate the problem, even when there isn’t one and I end up creating one. I know this is my fault. I am just so stressed about making him happy and making the most out of the next few days. I am making him hate me. I’m so scared I’m irritating me to the point where he will be relieved when I am gone.

I know this is my fault but I really need extra love and attention right now as the last man I was with completely blindsided me and left me in almost an identical situation.

I can’t stop over escalating things. I can’t. I need to and I am SO AFRAID I can see him slowly stop trying to make things right between us when this happens. I try to explain how I’m feeling and he just plays his x box. He responds sometimes and says he is listening but I don’t think he really understands. This is what my ex did and I also worried I am having panic attacks and he doesn’t understand. I know we have a great healthy thing going but I a SO SO Stressed!

How do I fix this.