Ready to be Happy

Just been hard lately between my asthma in over drive and can’t breathe, my HG(worst morning sickness ever), failed 1 hour glucose test, insomnia and sleeping 3 hours a day, carting for our 22m old all day every day, and my husband who helps anybody and everybody else but me or finds random crap to do when he is home so it’s just me all by myself still. I’m depressed because I feel so bad and having to do what I can and all of it alone, and having no support other than him feeding her dinner maybe once a week or watching daughter 30 minutes so I can get a bath. I’m emotional, mentally, and physically at tge end of my rope. I’m so very exhausted. I’m so very lonely. I’m so very desperate for help. I feel my body shutting down on me when it comes to asthma. Thanks for letting me vent. Absolutely nowhere else to turn to.