Seriously considering mth of May “A Break From TCC’ing”

I just finished my period and seriously considering taking the mth off from going crazy with temping, opk, planning sex, etc

My next period is due on my 40th birthday and I think I will just be shattered not to get a positive test if I’ve gone crazy again with all the testing, etc and then to get my period on my birthday

Vs just taking the mth off!! Have fun again having sex and enjoy my 40th birthday coming up

Maybe taking a break will reduce my stress level and maybe I’ll get pregnant

I am hoping for my rainbow baby after I miscarried in December and again February

I see the OB Tuesday to find out blood work and ultrasound result aswell and feeling really nervous

Anyways I really think I might just take the mth of May to myself for a change, take a break and see what happens