TTC - absolutely devastated!

I’m absolutely devastated. My fiancé and I have been TTC. AF is 6 days late, and I’m experiencing pregnancy symptoms (as of yet, have not taken a test).

Today, my Mum told me that yesterday, my fiancé told her that he wants another child, but not yet (AFTER TELLING ME HE WANTS TO TRY NOW!!) So, I asked him what the go is...and he flat out told me that he’s just been telling me what I want to hear...and turns out that everyone but me has known the whole time (except my Mum and sister). I’m absolutely devastated! 😭