I’m so mean and he’s so kind

My bf wanted to come over today to eat but I had bad cramps and was not feeling it so I told him no. He can’t come. So he went out to eat with his friends instead & told me to go pick something up at his house. I get there & he had a plate of different foods with cheese (I love melted cheese) & he gave me $20 to buy myself candy or something (I crave specific junk food prior to or on my period). He puts up with me so much 😣. But anyway, his birthday is coming up & idk what to get him cause when I point out a shirt I’d like to see him in, he says it’s not his style 🙄 so I think clothes MIGHT be out of the picture 😬 would a taser make for a good gift? Lol, I have one that my stepdad had given me about a year ago and he had said he wanted one but that was long ago 😂