story time: hard core crushing😩

soooo last summer i started texting this boy right and let me tell you he is fineeeeee. so once school started again we had a class together and we started talkin some more. we would text like every day. but I thought he was just trying to be friends because there was this other girl in the picture, so i never dropped any hints.

well now that i think about it he dropped hella hints but i was dumb and in denial. soooo anyways before the end of last semester he got sick and was gone for like 2 months he fell to far behind so he had to leave school for the rest of the year and take online classes to make up the credits. ok so quick detour i’ve gotta explain sum real quick. some people at my school started some rumors about me. MIND YOU i am a junior in highschool i have NEVER had sex i have never even had a bf but ya know girls like to spread false rumors

but anyways on this kids last day of school we were in class and some kids told him this rumor and at first he defended me but later on that day i had texted him and he gave me some serious attitude. we got in a fight and i told him that i didn’t have to explain myself or these “rumors” BC THEY WERENT TRUE. anyway we haven’t talked since bc we are both way to stubborn but i recently found out that the other girl that i thought was in the picture was never in the picture and it was meeee all along but i’m in to deep to apologize without him apologizing first bc i’m a brat

but like you never know how close you are to someone until you stop talking to them but like i’m also kind of mad at him bc instead of asking if the rumors he was told were true he just gave me attitude, i feel like if i don’t text him this girl that i thought was in the picture but wasn’t might be soon but like what y’all think 🤔