Ok so um I’ve been dealing with severe depression and anxiety for the past 3-4 years. I’ve been a step away from death, I’ve tried to overdose on medication and I’ve cut....6 months ago I made a promise to my boyfriend that I would never attempt suicide or self harm again...he promised me he wouldn’t hurt me but he has a couple of times and I’ve just tried to forget about it but it always seems to be in my head...and now I’ve broken my promise to him I’m scared to tell him because I don’t know how he will react. I don’t know if he will hate me. I don’t know if he’ll break up with me or look at me differently...I don’t want him to be even more stressed about me then he already is. My problems are taking a toll on him and I feel like I’m fucking up his life....Im scared and just don’t know what to do...he’s the best thing that has ever happened to me and now I’m afraid I’m going to loose him. I don’t want to loose him, I can’t because I don’t think I can handle the pain if he leaves....