Negatives are the worst😔

We tried a new fertility medicine this month (femara) and we’ve had 2 miscarriages in

The last 4 months and just found out this month that they were because of my progestrone levels being so low. I finally go progestrone suppositories this month to continue this pregnancy(if I got a positive) well it’s 3 days til my period and still getting negatives. I know it’s still early and I could get a positive in a few days I’m just getting so discouraged. I lost my medical card yesterday so if I don’t get pregnant this cycle then I won’t be able to afford any more fertility medicine. It’s just way to expensive😔😢