The emotional side of pregnancy.

Pregnancy is such an emotional process. Don't get me wrong I am so greatful to be able to have a baby with my husband and already have a healthy two year old. My children are everything to me. But last night my son was asleep and it was just me and my husband having some alone time and I hardly have any sex drive but I just said let me push through it. Before my husband and I got intimate with each other. I took a few minutes to my self and looked in the mirror and started crying. Because I felt so unattractive nothing fits me right, I'm breaking out, I just feel my body changing so fast my mind can't keep up with the changes. And I see all these beautiful women walk past when I'm out with my husband. It makes me feel mor. insecure. I wish I could find myself sexy during my pregnancy. I felt so guilty and selfish for feeling this way. Most women have such a hard time getting pregnant. And I'm crying because I don't feel beautiful.