Baby making had to stop😭😩

So I found a lump on my vagina, I went to my doctor and she said it’s a cyst that needs to be removed ASAP because it’s growing fast. She said no more sex until I see my OB and then none after surgery (which I understand) but we been trying for four months after my miscarriage in December. I hate that this is happening to me. We wanted to get pregnant before he leaves for boot camp in July, but we won’t be able to start again until The end of June. All I ever dreamed about is becoming a mother. 😭😩😩😔😔