Negative test 😔

My husband and I have been TTC for 6 months. I know it is not a long time to have been trying but I’m not gonna lie it is so discouraging month after month. This month I’m late 4 days but have taken 2 test and negative line came up right away on both with no hint of a positive line. I’ve been feeling weird for the last week. Tired, dizzy spells, cramps, horrible acne (which I don’t usually get) I dunno maybe it’s just me and I’m tricking my hormones or something because I’m feeling almost a little obsessed with my tracking 🙄. How does everyone stay positive throughout the process? I’m trying to put on my happy face, but this month I was sure was going to be it.