He told me he compared me to his ex every day and that she was his deepest darkest desire

So me and my boyfriend have been together for a while and we recently had a miscarriage and think I'm pregnant with our rainbow. (I'm the same girl that posted about him redownloading tinder after my miscarriage and the other post titled he takes me for granted) I love him a lot but last night we decided since I might be pregnant that we would like have one more night of me like smoking a joint or blunt. Well he hadn't been to sleep for like 2 days and he was getting delirious. and paranoid it got to the point where he started calling himself god and that I was the devil and that I was possessed and he kept telling the devil to get out. He laid his hands on me. Preventing me from going into my moms house and any time I'd try to go inside he would honk the horn until I came to the car. Then he would tell me I could go inside to wake my siblings up for school and my mom up for work and he wouldn't let me. Although they were already up from the car horn. He tried to read my mind and each time I'd get mad because he really wasnt thinking what he thought I was. Asking me uncomfortable questions like having a three some with one of his female friends and anal. He doesnt take no for an answer and he puts it in anyways. I ended up getting him inside but once I did that he disrespected my mother and my siblings kept telling them to wake up. it was like he was in a dream like state. which is exactly what it was, we went to the doctor and the doctor said it was delirium and that he needed to take some sleeping pills for a few nights and take as many naps as need be. But he even told me that he compares me to his ex every day and that shes all he wants and that shes his deepest darkest desire. He knows I'm insecure and I asked him if he really meant that and he said yeah. I then told him he was gonna fuck up our relationship he shrugged and said idc wanna be with Maggie. I called his mom she c she me from 2 hours away to help me. I almost tased him 3 times and my brother almost beat his ass. my sister tried calling the cops. he finally realized he wasnt dreaming, he also didnt have his glasses or contacts and was blind as hell so he was paranoid. he cried his heart out to me telling me he loved me and that he didnt want to lose me. I love him and I'm happy with him. just a lil speed bump