17 & lusting

One day after school, my best friend (since 7th grade) walked me home. Nobody was home, both my parents were at work. Him & I had just recently started flirting and talking freaky. He was a virgin, I wasn’t. I used to make fun of him saying he probably had it small. That afternoon, he grabbed me from behind, pulled it out & slid it in WITHOUT CONDOM. I was on bc at the time, so I wasn’t really worried. Also, he was much thicker than I expected but an average length. It was just perfect. He pushed me over to the couch and started doing small strokes which eventually turned into fast ones while he pulled my hair. My 🐱 was soaking wet! He felt like he was coming so he pulled out & jacked off, he held my butt with one hand and told me to stay in the position I was in so he could get off to my body. He ended up cumming on my back. I took his virginity. Since then, I can’t stop thinking about it. He wants to do it again but I’m no longer on bc & don’t want to use just condoms as my only bc method so I’m kinda just getting off on my own rn & thinking of that day 🙄. I turn 18 in a few months so I hope to get him as a surprise instead 😋