Confession

My husband and I have been trying to conceive but for only a few months now. We have been fighting a lot lately. and forgetting to stop and cherish each other. Committing the sin of familiarity. Things have been crazy because we moved houses and went on vacation and have been dealing with our daughters step mom and bio dad. We just haven't been connecting like usual. I keep finding myself questioning our love and gods love for our marriage. I got my period today, and of course it made my heart drop, but the first thing I thought was "God is punishing us" and its been weighing on me and I just feel heartbroken.