I get myself out of the mood

Idk why but I'm so self conscious. Like my legs need to be freshly shaven every day juuust in case we have sex or I'll disclaimer myself and tell him noo babe I'm prickly and try to push him away. Lol. Even with my vag but that's just too much work and the area is too sensitive to shave that everyday so I kinda had to suck that one up. But if I don't feel good about me I want to push him away even though he truly doesn't care enough to the point to turn himself away anyway. I think I just want him to focus on nutting and both of us feeling amazing and not him thinking damn okay I have to think about something else to keep this hard on cause this girl is a cactus 🤣🤣

Anyone else?? Aha