so upset with myself.

I just received my wedding pictures, and while they are beautiful, I have never looked at myself in complete embarrassment. I knew I had gained with after having 2 kids ( 4yo/2yo)

but I had no idea how much weight I gained.

I guess I've never really had a full body picture that I didn't have full control of the lens over, so I was always able to use my best angles and if wasn't to my liking Id just delete it.

They always say you have to be completely angry with yourself to actually put in the work and dedication it takes to lose weight. I just wish it wasn't my wedding pictures.