I look completely different in my pictures

This is something I have been ignoring for a long time. People have mentioned it to me so I know it’s true.

In mirrors and mirrored images I look completely different than I actually look.

This is me on camera iPhone

This is what I see in the mirror, snapchat and Instagram and FaceTime...

In the second one I feel way nicer and I think I have messed my head up pretending to be this.

These are the picture I post to stuff and the ones underneath are the ones I flipped back to the real thing . I’m sorry I’m shit at explaining this :

I loook like a completely different person. I can’t even explain it. My face is so unsymmetrical in tiny ways.

I built so much insecurity on this. If someone says I’m pretty online and like yeah she is but not me.

I just hope other people understand me and can talk to me about it.

I deleted all my Instagram pictures last night because I’m fed up of living a lie.