Bipolar Disorder

Is anyone else on here Bipolar? I was recently diagnosed a few months ago and it makes sense. Like, it describes my entire childhood all the way through adulthood. The issue is I still feel like no one understands me. I constantly feel lost whether I’m having a manic episode or a depressive episode. Even when I’m stable, I still feel like I don’t fit in anywhere.

I’m currently experiencing a depressive episode, but I feel so angry! Everything pisses me off. Plus I’ve been crying every night! It almost feels like its way too much emotion for me to bear.

Does anyone else have to deal with this?