High school

I am a 15 year old girl in high school and i am in my freshman year about to take my exams for the end of this year. I am a girl who in the beginning of year thought i wouldn’t survive without a boyfriend because i hated being alone, i am now single and happy by myself because of the pressure relationships put on me. I seen multiple girls pregnant and I congratulate them and i wish them a happy life although I don’t understand why nor how they could do that to themselves. Anyways, i am one of those girls that have a group of female friends and we would date around the circle and now we are all falling apart. Im stuck in a lot of drama and i’m digging my way out because its time for me to grow up and find things out for my own. I am planning on keepings to myself and one of my closest friends who I’ve known since my 7th grade year and we met in choir, we have a bond that is unbreakable because our parents we share because we are alike. Im trying to pick all my pieces up right now because i let a boy tear me down limb by limb.. In conclusion, I thank everybody i have met this year for helping me see the brighter parts of life and showing me that we all need a little bit of growing and that not all of us stick together.