Tried everything but Castor oil. I wake up frustrated that nothing has happened yet. I don't sleep from the carpal tunnel, so I have nothing better to do than lie awake and just get pissed off. I tell myself I'm thankful to have made it full term and have gotten pregnant at all, but I work in healthcare and I'm literally just tired of working. I can't even fit in my flip flops let alone any work shoes. I don't want to start my leave and cut into my time without baby being here but it's just making me emotional going in everyday and then having to answer everyone's fucking questions "you're still here?" When's your dd? Boy or girl? First one? Have a name yet? Do this..do that. FUCK OFF. (Patients and coworkers) On top of this I'm terrified to go over and have a stillbirth..my appt is tomorrow and I'm going to try a membrane sweep..last week I was 1cm 😒

Thanks for letting me rant