I just needed to vent.

So my husband “jacks off” a-whole-lot, he says he’s attracted to me and that I do give him amazing sex, but there is days where I’m in the mood and I know he is as well but he says he isn’t and “jacks off” in the shower. He thinks I don’t hear him do it but I can hear him do it and it makes me feel like I’m not all that good or he’s just bored of me (I know it’s a natural thing but it just kind of sucks). There is also times where i hear him “jack-off” and it turns me on sooooo much. I don’t usually masturbate but there has been times where I get back at him and he actually kind of gets upset over it. I simply don’t know how to feel in general, it’s quite annoying. (Lol I annoy myself 80% of the time)