So I fell for my ex because of how he made an effort to care and provide for me now it was not perfect but I didn’t see the signs until later and it was too late. He had a girlfriend when we started talking and eventually left her when I was pregnant with him or so he said she lived in Utah for the longest and told me multiple times he left her for me and the baby so we can be a family . Over the course of our five month relationship it started getting verbally and mentally abusive to where my ego was actually hurt he allowed for females to talk to him and he would actually entertain them who knows what he told them about me behind my back he’d allow his homeboys to call me bitches and hoes ... then we started hitting each other the first time he choked me I slapped him and we’ve been both putting our hands on each other since , when I was pregnant he’d leave me alone and I’m the streets homeless because my family had disowned me because I got with him so he would leave and I actually had to hop from house to house , steal food because I didn’t have money I’m not too proud I was low but he cheated on me I’m finding out now numerous times and left me to be with the ex he says he left me for because of her money one and they have “history” together I’m doing good now decided to finish school and be a better person

I lost my baby because a girl I’m guessing he had sex with wanted to fight me sooo bad and kicked me numerous times in the stomach my friend thankfully helped but it was too late the girl was heavy set and she ran up on me I did my best to protect my stomach but that was her main target now I’m focused on me and my future