I need to lose weight or my husband is going to leave. he hasn't stated that but I feel it. I have gained 55lbs on this med. despite eating only 1200 call per day and exercising 6X a week, I can't lose an ounce. I track everything in myfitnesspal and cook all my meals from scratch. I am more depressed than ever because of my weight. I just want to die. I am going to be single soon and childless at 36. my biological clock is almost... dead....it's not the time to lose my husband or any hopes at a child. I am probably going to start starving myself soon because nothing will work. I don't know WTF to do . people keep telling me meds don't cause weight gain but how the fuck did I get fat "out of nowhere" , after a lifetime of being fit eating minimal calorie. I feel ALONE ....I feel like I am going through this nightmare ALONE. no-one believes me ...they think I suffered from amnesia, forgot how to count calories on this after a lifetime of keeping track and being thin.....and blew up. They don't see me sweating like a beast doing an hour of cardio and 45 minutes of intense weight lifting six days a week. they don't see me meal prepping and portioning out meals. they look at me and think I eat a whole pizza day. ughhhhhhhh. I don't want to be fucking fat anymore.....it's the worst thing ever. helppppppppp