Does young age trauma such as; getting pregnant at 14 having a baby at 15 start getting beaten almost shot at 15-17. not having a stable mother never having a father. Leaving that having another baby at the age of 19 mother finally moving states away. Just to turn around get into another relationship for 5 years adding on 2 more kids. Totaling out to 3 bad relationships and 4 kids. Do you think I will ever be truly okay and forgive all that I’ve been through? I’ve been going to therapy and talking to someone but I don’t know how deep my hate goes and I’m just so lost at times. It’s depressing😢