This is why i never tell anyone anything 😒

So i really like this boy and my friend didnt take an interest in him till i told her i liked him matter of fact she told me hes a fuckboy (hes not) anyways she knows i like him so she said yeah she likes him and cause shes a really confident person she went up and told him she likes him but im a very anxious person and scared of rejection so i say nothing but now shes been spending all her time with him and arrh its pissing me off. Im over life. Im legit crying😒😫💔