I am on such an emotional rollercoaster I have no clue how I will feel from one minute to the next. To make matters worse I've been wanting to try and have an emotional relationship with someone other than my S.O. He's a great guy and all. I love him dearly. He is an amazing lover to me. Sometimes I just feel like I need more attention/affection then he can give me right now. If I had my way I'd have a few guys not necessarily for sex but so I don't ever feel neglected. I've spoken to him about it he tries for awhile then goes back to the recent normal. I am not liking this one bit.