Sometimes people ask stupid questions

My friend asked if I hate being pregnant then why did I do it. Well

1: my first pregnancy ended at 9weeks so I didn’t get to really experience anything.

2: this is my first pregnancy to make it this far so how the hell am I going to know how I’m going to feel about it.

At first it was fine and I was happy but after 6 full months of throwing up daily, in and out of hospitals, being in constant pain, it takes a toll on you. I had depression most my life but it hasn’t kicked back in until a couple weeks ago. So how was I suppose to know I would feel like this? Like really.