Not feeling pregnant and missing my EX

Eh 8 weeks dnt feel pregnant just the feeling of starvation when I wake up from my sleep occasional breast pain slight cramping....also miss my ex he checked on me today and I’m so angry at him for the terrible things he’s done to me but I remain cordial (I have a hematoma this pregnancy and lost a baby in second trimester 6 months ago) so he only asked if I was ok and encouraged me to get rest and eat healthy and not work to hard at work...but I’m hurt by it all I’m not stressed just have a boat load of hurt anger and pain inside of me ....sometimes the past week mainly