What is this 12DPO

Lauren

I seriously feel defeated. I haven’t had any pms symptoms all week like I normally do. Occasionally light small amount of brown when I wiped. But nothing. This had me hopeful. Until tonight. Two days before AF and the cramps and back pain have started with spotting a larger light color brown. There even looked like internal tissue in the toilet. Bizzarre.

Trying to stay hopeful for pregnancy. Anyone else?