Very mentally ill

Kierra • I'm young and only want to have fun. JK jk. I'm 17 and bi and I'm big hearted

I have depression, anxiety,OCD, Bipolar disorder and a small case of multiple personalities and I don't want to go see anyone about it because I feel like they'll all jugde me and won't understand what I'm going through and just make me take pills like a crazy person so what should I do