Honstley... 🙄

To be so honest I'm done... it's like every month I keep getting bfn. I get my hopes up so high just to have them crashing back down, and I feel like my fiance doesn't see how much it hurts me to find out every time.I have really bad social anxiety where it's hard to make friends my fiance is my only friend and is my only family because I don't talk to my parents. I can manage my anxiety for the most part but it's been getting worse and I'm at a crossroad. I just need to vent a little... any advice helps 😊