i feel horrible.

Liz

so a little back story. my husband and i have been married for 5 years and ttc the whole time with two horrible MC. well i recently got my bfp but i feel horrible because as soon as i saw those two lines i just got scared and angry because in my mind history is gonna repeat itself. im trying to stay positive and trying to be just as excited this go around as i have the last two but it is really hard. does that make me a bad person.