Doubting myself

Lauryn • Due September 2018 ❤️🤰🏼👣

Im 19 weeks pregnant and occasionally feel the little flutters of my baby. How ever they are irregular and most days I don’t feel him. These weeks in between appointments feel like they drag on. In between appointments I get feeling like I’m not pregnant or there’s something wrong with my baby and it worries me so much. I hate carrying this doubt around. Is this normal to feel this way? I just want to feel my baby move regularly so this doubting goes away. This is baby number two. We lost or last baby and I feel like a lot of this doubt comes with the thought of the baby I lost. I just want to hold my baby in my arms and know that they are okay.