idk how to feel about this at all, my husband clearly respects and value his female friends more than me! theyll tell him his problems and hed say nice things to them, supporting them. he said he hates and doesnt ever want to see them cry, but when it comes to me, he never cares when i cry. hed just call me stupid and tell me to keep crying. when i have an opportunity coming to me, hed encourage me not to take it. he just wants me home, but for them he always encourages them. hes always there for them, but never for me. hes abusive in every way to me. but w his female friends, hes a complete different man, the man i once fell in love w. hes super sweet and caring to them, they think im lucky to have him. but inside hes a monster. when i was carrying our son and gave birth, he wasnt supportive to me. he was just embarassed to be w me, he even flirted w the student nurse. why doesnt he value and care for me like how he does for his female friends? 😔