Condoms or not ???

Just like anyone else, I get paranoid after sex. I’ve been on the pill for almost a year now and my boyfriend and I just recently started having sex. The first time we didn’t use a condom because it just happened, and it was the best sex I’ve ever had. The last 2 times we used a condom and it just wasn’t the same. Not bad but just irritating (literally). Honestly didn’t even feel like real sex. I’m thinking of just sticking to my pill and withdrawal. Also I don’t miss days and I am consistent with timing. Thoughts, stories, and opinions are appreciated💖💖