Feeling Let Down with Myself


Maybe I titled this wrong.. I'm not sure. I'm 28 weeks today, and I feel completely useless. I was taken off of work until after I deliver two weeks ago because my BP is spiking, protein in my urine, and swelling in my extremities.. they said basically early warning signs of preeclampsia. I know being off is what's best for both Turtle (we don't have a name yet) and me, but it's hard. I'm used to working 48-70 hours a week. I have absolutely no energy. I'll go do something with my guy then come home and pass out for 4 hours.. and then I look on here and everyone seems gorgeous and full or spark and just glowing and I'm over here feeling like I look like the sea witch Ursula. Total pity party, I know, but I'm struggling.