emotionally drained kinda

my boyfriend tried to break up with me yesterday over text. "tried" as in i somehow convinced him not to and the aftermath of this just makes me feel shitty. he told me he was in love with me but he was done because he was "annoyed" and this annoyance has accumulated over time. i thought his reason for wanting to break up is stupid but that's just me. anyways, we didn't end up breaking up but i just feel off. i think i'm more in love with him than he is me. i think i try harder in this relationship because his issues (his annoyance) could've been talked out but he didn't try to until i really insisted because i wasn't ready to give up. idk where i'm going with this but i keep crying randomly and i kind of feel pathetic for almost begging him not to break up with me.