My and my boyfriend have been together for a year and a half now. We moved in together ver early in the relationship. Before this relationship i was in an abusif relationship for 4 years. Ever since that relationship im turned off ehen it comes to sex. And now it’s affecting my current relationship. ( i was single for two years after my abusif relationship ). I know my boyfriend is bot sexually happy and i can’t blame him. Since the beginning i didnt but any efforts in pleasing him. I dont know what to do anymore. Ive been trying to please him for a while now but u can tell by his facial expression that its not enough. I gave him oral sex yesterday and it was obvious he wasn’t enjoying it. So i decided to stop, got in the shower and just started crying. Im unhappy with my body so i got a membership and the gym because i know thats in my power to fix.. but i dont know what to do anymore to spice up my relationship. (Ever since we decided that wr want to start conceiving... he’s been turned off because he thinks everytime i want to have sex is to get pregnant and not enjoy it) Has anyone gone through something similar? And if so, im open to any advice & tips. Thank you