He thinks I have guys on the side.. šŸ˜­ I canā€™t believe this.

This really is bullshit. Because I do not, I care so much for him. Weā€™ve been together for 4 months. But he told me today a thought ran across his mind that Iā€™m being slick. And that heā€™s seen stuff on my phone, for one itā€™s a app called TAP and itā€™s a text message reading stories app. He says I always turn my phone over, yet itā€™s always in between us when we are in the bed. I told him heā€™s crazy and he has trust issues and he agreed that he does. Then I found out he said he took care of a baby that wasnā€™t even his. So he said itā€™s him not me(then we laughed at that šŸ¤¦šŸ½ā€ā™€ļø) but seriously. He said itā€™s from all heā€™s been through and signs point to that Iā€™m doing something. I would have trust issues after that also. Iā€™ve also been in a 4 year relationship and been cheated on numerous times and even one girl for over a year. I just donā€™t understand, he is all I think about all day. I just want to be with him all the time, but I understand he needs his space. He doesnā€™t stay close, he stays about 25 minutes away and Iā€™ll drive here no matter what time. I wait for him all day to get back from work. I listen to him complain about his job, I reach out to him first whenever we argue. I love him and this hurts, it hurts. I just donā€™t get why he feels this way.