So I really hate myself. Like a lot. And I can’t stand my body. All of my friends are super skinny and have gorgeous hair and have boyfriends who treat them right and I’m over here, 14( almost 15), 5 foot, 127 pounds, alone, and am just a ball of anxiety and depression. I love starving myself, but in the end food always wins. That feeling of starving makes me feel powerful. My mom and dad make me feel like shit. My dads sister was anorexic and so was my moms sister so they both are touchy on the subject. My dad yells at me if I say I’m not hungry( even if I’m really not) and my mom calls my teachers so they check to see if I’m eating at school. I’m almost 15 for fucks sake!!!! It pisses me off! It’s my body, and I don’t see anyone else flipping their shit when they say they don’t like their body!! What. Do. I. Do.