Dear Crush or Ex-Crush or Whatever

I’m sorry my anxiety got between us and made us forget our friendship. Now we are in high school and you have your friends while I have mine. Please stop! Stop acting like you care and pulling me down into this void of falling for you when all you do is joke about me with your friends and then tell me it’s because they wouldn’t get it. I’ll happily leave you alone if you just stop pretending and acting telling me you like me and wanna go out and then talk shit about me to your friends. The minute you accidentally sent me instead of Chris the texts you sent your friend it was over. I was never flirty or even acted interested but you made up shot and sent it to others. I guess you didn’t know Chris liked me and told me everything you said about me. Jokes on you because now I’m dating Chris and all you ask me to do it talk to you like we used to. I’ll never forget how you manipulated me and called me a bitch or slut when your the one who went around doing shit. I’m not the same 13 year old in middle school now and I realized all you ever did was play me.