positive thoughts?

I'm a complete nervous wreck today.... I'm 2 days away from my period.... I am coming up to my completion of my first month on some new fertility blend vitamins, prenatal & folic acid.... my boobs are the only thing I can say for sure that are giving me any hope at all, they have been sore for some days now! I'm hoping & praying that in 2 days I do not get my period, I'm on the edge of running to the store now for a test! I am going to completely break down if I get a BFN... i know i sound like a drama queen, we have been trying to concieve over a year & every mothers day is the absolute hardest after I've already had a miscarriage 2 years before.... if anyone can just send me positive thoughts... good stories? anything to keep my mind off a possible BFN...

thanks in advance!