Feeling down ?

Long story , ill try to make it quick ..

This girl that was my family, her family was like mines . 7years with them together... wen i fell out with her i fell out with her family ... mind you one of her family members was talking shit about me to another person &y; ex bestfriend exposed a nude video of me on social media . Had me in suicidal thoughts .. but now officially all her family members blocked me on social media soo im guessing they all cut ne off .. but idk why it hurt me . There all fake towards each other with selling out and exposing secrets and stuff but idk i feel kinda lost.