I have a laparoscopy scheduled for next Monday. Today I had an appointment with the surgeon my gynae works with. My husband has been in every consult since all of this began. But today we were at the hospital and at this particular hospital there are separate waiting areas for men and women. And when they called me to the doctors room I didn’t call my husband. I don’t know why. I just totally spaced. After the exam and ultrasound I realized that I should’ve called him in with me. Now he’s pissed as hell, saying he feels in the dark, like he’s missed important information. I feel awful. I filled him in on what the doctor said (not much that we didn’t already know), but I think he just feels like he would’ve liked to hear it directly from the doctor. So basically, on top of all the anxiety, stress and overall crappy feelings, I now have guilt too. 🤦‍♀️😭