Just Need To Vent

Rachel

Me and my hubby have been ttc #1 (this will be his 3rd) for going on 8 months, and it’s starting to get me really down. I want nothing more than to be a mother. And I feel like I’m broken. I’m 19, so you would think getting pregnant wouldn’t be hard. I’ve seen a fertility specialist and I’ve tried medication and I just feel like nothing is helping. We’ve been trying to just go with the flow and not track anything but that’s gotten us nowhere. I’m beginning to loose hope. I feel like maybe I’m just not meant to ever become a mom. My husband is always so sweet and tries his hardest to keep my spirits up, but honestly I’m just so drained. 8 months of negative tests is extremely depressing. Idk what to do anymore 😭