Hi ladies.

I’m having a really hard time coping with my losses today. I have had 3 MC in 6 month period (miscarriage in Nov, Feb and March). I’ve done all the work ups to see if there’s anything wrong, so far everything came back normal- I have a followup with my RE to go over everything tomorrow...

My best friend since childhood called me today to share her exciting news that she’s expecting. I’m so happy for her... so sad for me. I was 100% genuine and asking her questions & elated for her and I think I conveyed that. I’m sure it was difficult for her to share since she knows what I’m going through I believe i was strong and handled it really well. Until we hung up. I just cried. Cried for me, for my husband, for the 3 babies we will never know on Earth. For the fact that I have been robbed of joy for the next time we conceive. My heart aches so badly right now. :( I feel so guilty.