Taking Care of HimπŸ˜³πŸ’¦πŸ†πŸ‘„

SquallΓ© β€’ MORE than 9 times, now, he never made it there...

So, today was a bad day for him and I

we've been together since the end of March.

I'm a virgin, he isn't, blah blah.

I'm sure he loves me and I love him blah blah.

but we just can't seem to get it right, yah know?

He's tried to fuck me about ..twice now, and every time he loses it and goes limp.

we did me on top, and him on top.

He said that he's had sex with three other girls..and I don't sweat it i just think he misses it.

I'm really feeling hopeless guys...he tries to get me to think that he doesn't cheat and maybe he doesn't, and maybe he wants me-

I've got that stupid "biological clock" ticking in my head telling me..GET LAID. GET LAID.

But how?

I had a real relationship with a guy that loved the way I gave him a bj. with the new guy I'm with, it REALLY is a job, and apparently, eating me out is too.

I'd been hinting all week about how I wanted to suck em off but Everytime I see him...I can't bring myself to go down on him.

πŸ™I can't believe I'm back to my "imagination" again.

Why can't i just go for it, get the job done?

is it all because he hasn't gotten me off yet?

My body was in nothing today, but my heart was everywhere. I kept my distanceπŸ˜”and I hated it.

I don't know what to do, somebody please.